I saw a really attractive girl today, then I went through the whole checklist of why I’m not going to talk to her.
A coworker brought up a conversation about cars, I think I killed it 40 seconds in.
Nobody knows my name.
I’m not into meddling with people’s lives.
Sometimes I feel lost.
I am very slow.
I want to give up smoking weed because I want to be a good leader.
I feel like I need it to be “me”.
When I started smoking it at 17 I got into it heavy. It feels like my brain needs it to activate a certain part of me now.
I don’t know where I stand. My life is rigidly cut out for me, in underdogdom. I oftentimes feel like destroying many things.
I want to join a boxing club but I need to move out of my parent’s negative vibe household first.
$30 grand in debt and I feel like going bankrupt. Never go on Indeed looking for jobs, kids. I got scammed for $10,000 doing that. But then again I am pretty dumb. I never learn. Too addicted to chaos.
That’s just a credit card and a car. Not even school loans or anything from the government. Don’t buy a car from a dealership.
Woke up and just wanted to shout. Like get up all you lazy-a** m*****f******s. I want to be loud. Too many eggshells.
I felt like I barely did anything at work today. Every day is the same but different … .
How am I supposed to shake somebody’s hand when I don’t know who I am?
Anybody who likes magpies, we’ll get along just fine.
Said hi to one today.
Had breakfast but was soon very, very hungry.
Forgot where I put my lunch so I ended up spending money.
Heard a guy listening to something religious.
Reminded me of my own journey.
Not sure if people recognize me or not.
Life is a piece of cake.
3PM came and I was ready to go home.
Day, me say day, me say day, me say …
Thinking about tomorrow.
No, don’t think of tomorrow!
Just want to get it over with.